MEANT TO BE

i think about you everyday
in my heart, every way
wondering why this is our fate
i thought you were my souLmate
perfectly made just for me
almost moLded like a rubber doLLy
but the oven must have fried your brain
cuz before you know it, you were insane
maybe i was crazy too, but i was born this way
what is your excuse? do you even have something to say?!
left me in the dark aLone, waiting for you to come back home.
now i'm sure you have some regrets
but something you won't even sweat
onLy i cared that we were meant to be
you just wanted to be free
now you are away at last
do you feeL happy, are you stiLL having a bLast?

WiSHiN

i wish i couLd teLL you how I feeL
seems like a fantasy how couLd this be reaL
but yesterday i saw a different side
a man who couLdn't swaLLow his pride
my heart is crushed once again
i thought i couLd at least consider you my friend
a stranger is more likeLy to be the end
why are you over there dancing without this?
can't you see me i'm five feet nearly cLose enough to kiss
wondering why u weren't excited to see
this speciaL girL, yours trueLy.
fooL me once shame on you,
i don't even feeL the way i used to

ACT LiKE YOU KNOW

why do you want to pretend
you said you wouLd aLways be my best friend.
Even when times were bad, we aLways stayed gLad.
Maybe we both were ungratefuL and didn't appreciated the connection.
Since the first day, I knew you were my obsession.
The lies kept us from staying away.
When I cLose my eyes, I know you are by my side.
In spirit we work out together, but on this planet
we BOTH under the weather.
Act like you know, this isn't just me.
In your heart you know it was MEANT TO BE.
Never wiLL find something so free
As being safe together, instead of loneLy

cLassic "babe"

Baby that's fantastic,
Better than a cLassic.
I can't stop grinning,
SmiLe from ear to ear.
Time almost seemed to disappear.
Better yet the time has stopped
Not because of those dead clocks.
Couldn't seem to listen
Tick tock! - time be tickin
More clocks gone, missing the best,
Who knew you better than aLL the rest
ALways loved you for your inside.
UntiL you stopped caring, with pride.
Too cooL to wonder, not even a worry
But deep buried is a waLL of fury.
Speak your mind, no lies to teLL
Even you, know aLL to weLL.
The truth wiLL set you free
Open your heart - baby stay with me.

Set Me Free

Yesterday I fought the good fight,
I won the battLe, did everything right.
But you couldn't let me go in your head
Wishing the worst, even better off dead
The truth I finally found.
Not even sought just heard the sound
It was music to my ears.
To know you're gone, and I have no fear.
Nothing about you has changed.
Except that you are even more deranged.
How much is that doggie in the window they say?
Worth very little, losing value each day
FINALLY the dagger is out of my heart!
It should never been put there to start!!
Stabbed in the back you may have done.
But I grew stronger, and now who's won?!
I only see one loser, and you'd see it too..
if you looked in the mirror 'cuz the loser is you!

LOST POEM

music is love

music is love
heaven sent from up above
the Lord rejoices when he hears the tune
Even in the hot months of June
keep your heart beating
cuz only music keeps my heart from bLeeding
the broken heart opens wide
but still the music is trapped inside