DAY OF RECKONiNG

You live in this perfect world where happiness blooms.
I'm screaming in your ear, do you even hear me?
All you care about is your life - the more I give, the more you take.
Why can't you just accept the truth?
I have nothing left to give.
Everything collapses around you, in a world of destruction, the day of reckoning.
This gift you've been given, can be taken away from you in an instant.

The moment you walk away...
I see you and hear your screams.
I wanted to help you but you'd rather leave me in the dust.
When are you going to bring me up, be my hero?
Feels like I've been waiting in agony for years.
No sublimity, only chaos.
I cannot take the pain of loving you anymore.
Staying in a remote location, you won't be able to find me.

Now that I'm gone, the madness sets in.
Mind racing, all the questions you want to ask.
It's too late for that.
These twisted lies you told, are going to eat you alive.
I won't be there to pick up the pieces.

When I needed you most, you let me down.
Can you stand the loneliness?
I don't care about you anymore.
Sick of this game you've been playing.
Over and over, desperate to win.
But this time, you lose.

DELiRiOUS DOLLY (A TO Z)

A golden ray of sunshine

Became the chosen one

Confused and her way lost

Delirious Dolly knew the cost

For she could not

Gather anything

Her only outlet was to sing

Imagine to her surprise, she found

Joy in her lovely sound

Kind words in her song

Loudly for all to hear and join along

Maybe this was her calling after all

Now she could finally let down her wall

Open her heart to another

Possibly finding a new lover

Quietly thinking

Rest assured, she wasn't sinking

Slowly drifting in her mind

Too consumed to find

Uneasiness set

Very hard to come and get

Wearily she started to hide

X marked the spot of pride

Yellow flowers along the way

Zig zag path showed her where to stay

FLOWERS

Flowers how I miss you so
Why did I have to let you go?
In the fresh air, I felt so free
As long as you were here with me
Always smell so good and look so pretty

You took me to faraway lands
Places I couldn't see for miles on end
Like sour candy
You were ever so dandy
Holding you in my hand
Wish I could get you on demand!

Miss the hazy days
Help me find my way
Happiness is bliss
Without you, I'm amiss

FALLiNG

♡iHUMAN♡

i CAN HOLD MY BREATH
i CAN BITE MY TONGUE
i CAN STAY AWAKE FOR DAYS, iF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT
AND BE YOUR NUMBER ONE
i CAN DO iT

♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
BUT i'M ONLY HUMAN
♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥

AND i BLEED WHEN i FALL DOWN

♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
i'M ONLY HUMAN
♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
AND i CRASH AND i BREAK DOWN
YOUR WORDS iN MY HEAD
KNiVES ON MY HEART
YOU TEAR ME UP AND THEN i FELL APART

♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
CUZ i'M ONLY HUMAN
♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥

AND i CAN TURN iT ON
BE A GOOD MACHiNE
i CAN HOLD THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD, iF THAT'S WHAT YOU NEED
AND BE YOUR EVERYTHiNG
i CAN DO iT
i GET THROUGH iT
AND i CAN TAKE SO MUCH UNTiL i'VE HAD ENOUGH

♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡
CUZ i'M ONLY HUMAN
♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡

{CHRiSTiNA PERRi}

RAGiNG RHOMBUS

iF MYA DOESN'T DEAD HER FEELiNGS SOON, SHE WiLL GO iNTO A DOWNWARD SPiRAL OF POWERLESSNESS.

iT'S OBViOUS THAT SHAWN iSN'T GOiNG TO LEAVE ASHLEY BEHiND iN THE DUST, NOT WiTHOUT A FiGHT ANYWAY.

HE iNVESTED SO MUCH iNTO THEiR RELATiONSHiP AND ALTHOUGH HE HASN'T REALLY RECEiVED WHAT HE HOPED FOR, STiLL iSN'T WiLLiNG TO GIVE UP THE PRiZE.

POOR MYA STiLL HOLDS ON TO SOME HOPE THAT SHAWN WiLL CHANGE HiS MiND -- SADLY, THAT iSN'T THE CASE AND SHE KNOWS iT.

ALL THE OTHER GUYS CAN'T SEEM TO HOLD HER ATTENTiON. MYA TRiES TO iMMERSE HERSELF iN HER WORK AND HOBBiES. TRUTH iS, iT DOESN'T KEEP HER MiND OFF HiM COMPLETELY.

ASHLEY IS A RAGiNG RHOMBUS.
SHE DOESN'T EVEN DESERVE SHAWN, YET, HE STiLL FALLS FOR HER iMMATURE GAMES.

MAYBE THAT'S WHAT KEEPS HiS iNTEREST iN HER...GAME PLAYiNG. LiTTLE DOES HE KNOW, MYA LiKES TO PLAY TOO AND SHE MiGHT BE BETTER THAN SHAWN CAN EVER DREAM OF....

Siren's Song

Out in the sea,
it was only you and me.

Strong wind in my hair,
I could feel you everywhere.

The fog rolled in fast,
knew this feeling wouldn't last.

Supposed to rescue me somehow,
I'm sinking lower now.

Didn't even think,
without a blink.

You're gone...