HELP

I really need a break right now.
I need to find a new job and I need to start telling people off. I feel like everyone takes advantage of my sweetness. Even though I can be a bitch at times, mostly am a nice gal. :) I'm tired of girls being phoney with me and expect me to jump for them. Hey girls this isn't grammar school and I'm not going to play hopscotch with you. You are all bitches and snitches. Everything I say or do gets twisted into something totally different. I see now who I can trust and who I can't. The list of can't seems to be growing longer by the day. I don't care about your life if you don't care about mine. Can I make that any more clear for you girls? All the haters will one day see that I will be completely free!

confusion

my head is spinnin
can't take this world im livin in
its a sin
to begin
just sing and rejoice
for the Lord gave me a voice
a chance to start a new life
to have a new hobby and strife

Mystery Love

Your love is a mystery.
I couldn't understand the history.
All the days you spent with me.
Wonder why you never swayed mentality.
Those nights are far behind.
Feels like I'm going blind.
Mystery love where did you go?
Mystery love why can't I see your face no more?