Friday, December 16, 2011
Misfit Toy
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Santa's wish..
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
CANDY
my favorite treat
wonder when i will get sick
a tummy ache happens so quick
still doesn't stop me from eating more
get so full, can't see the floor
big belly full of sugar
i still love thee
oh candy yum, you complete me
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
DISCOVERY _EUREKA!
In a world of hate
I see your face.
When are you going
to wake up and see,
that you do nothing for me.
Supposed to be in your care.
But all you do is sit and stare.
Losing my mind is simple.
You are nothing good -- like a pimple.
Pop go away I said!
Keep sitting, my face turns red.
Move aside you big ugly ogre.
Instead of being stiff like a boulder.
Get away darkness flee from my life.
Even the silence cuts deep like a knife.
Can't hear, maybe you can read.
Thanks SON for all of your "good deeds."
Thursday, October 20, 2011
scaredy Kat
scared of being her play toy
is she messing with your head?
that's what happens when you take her to bed
without even knowing her first name
shut your mouth, you have no right to complain
wondering where i am now
that kind of info i will not allow
skip merrily all around
you can't hear me i won't make a sound
dancing skipping jumping with glee
i know you wish you were here with me
Friday, October 7, 2011
weary
can't seem to think clearly
looking for a way
a path to light my day
i hear you calling my name
it sounds so far away
can't complain
i want to be closer and stay
somewhere i'm not lonely

Friday, September 9, 2011
souL survivor
Feel so out of pLace.
Where in this town do I beLong?
Sick of hearing the same oLd song.
Over and over in my head.
No where to run, heart is dead.
The beats keep pumping.
Leaves my body jumping.
High up in the air,
Hair is flailing everywhere.
No cares in the worLd, I feel so free.
Save from sin and deviL's gLee.
I wiLL not cave,
I wiLL not be your demon sLave.
Escape the darkness, fLaming torch high above.
Happy knowing I can trudge on with God's love.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
clown
i feel like i've seen you here before, somewhere in this town
honking on your horn all day
people hoping you would just go away
except for me, i like the permanent smile
please don't go anywhere, stay awhile
lets have some fun
before this day is done
we can skip and jump up and down
swing each other round and round
until night time we will dance and play
see now, aren't you glad you stayed
Thursday, August 11, 2011
simpatico
My feet in the air
I'm jumpin so high
Hair flying everywhere
In my face, outta place even seein outer space
On the moon you're stuck in a cater
Don't worry bout me I'll just see you later
Ahhhh aliens come to attack
Pray someone gonna have your back
Already in another world.
You're the one who's trapped - forever whirled.
Monday, August 8, 2011
darkness
You seem to be the one that sparks this..
Even though I cannot see.
I feel your presence, endLessLy.
CaLLing my name, touching me sLow.
Hoping you won't ever let me go.
It's coming to an end, my eyes open now
A dream it was? No way, no how.
It's aLmost like you never left my side.
The oLd soul is there, stiLL aLive.
Zombie boy your body is no where near.
But in your heart, it is so clear.
You heLd the key to the lock of mine.
Ever so unique and aLL so divine.
How much longer can you keep up this act?
Better think quick, before the Devil attacks.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
SHADOOBiE SQUAD
Have to say it's everywhere
All around I cannot flee
Don't have to stand so close to me
Oders so strong makes me sick
Only you could use this trick
Better shower for a whole week
Instead of smelling like a toilet seat
Everybody clog your nose!
Smells like sweaty gym clothes
Quite the swamp, musty and old
Underwear brown, so I've been told
All you got to do is....
Dance? Not when you have a turd in your pants!
HA
Friday, August 5, 2011
aggravation
why is everything so complicated
in my life one day, out the rest
it's okay, probably happened for the best.
i'm sick of all the lies
every time you went and said goodbye
all i could think of was another day
for you to come chase my clouds away
the glow in your eyes long gone
nothing but darkness from now on
enjoy the rain parade
with your girl, a charade
nothing is real in your universe
living life in the fast lane, can't converse
blurred speech and vision
oh snap, a collision!
another sign you're not on the right path
but i won't judge you - leave God for that
Thursday, July 21, 2011
oh happy day
Jesus chased the cLouds away
The light is shining bright beneath me
So gLad that I can see
The path is finaLLy clear
Can't see the Devil anywhere from here
In the darkness I kept the fight
Knew that He would come by in the night
Goodbye evil, sail once again
ToLd you we would NEVER be friends.
Monday, July 18, 2011
BEAUTiFUL DiSASTER
from the very beginning
i thought i found a diamond in the rough
but you dear were nothing but
a migraine you see i gota just let you be
can't keep going on like this
i'm not even happy when we share a kiss
this disaster isn't beautiful to me
rather be in a sunset can't you see
you and me surely were not mean't to be
Monday, July 11, 2011
come cLoser
i'm drifting away
everyday
oh, oh, oh
when i see you
i have no words to say
it's like my body's takin over
oh, ohhh
it's what you do to me
set me free
oh, oh, oh
take me away
yeah
Thursday, May 19, 2011
so true
Couldn't wait to get another chance
Then you disappeared from plain sight
Wondered why you did and if it was aLright
No it wasn't I was left hangin dry
On a clothes line, not even a word goodbye
Months later I got a surprise
When I saw you text I was left wide eyed
Should I answer or just ignore
StiLL wasn't able to fight the lore
On the dancefLoor I wanted to puLL you tight
Too bad you didn't stay through the night
Wished and hoped we wouLd have a bLast
Together once again. Forever at last.
Friday, May 13, 2011
JUDGEY MCGEEE
i don't care if you own a cat
i don't care if you're happy or sad
i don't care if you like to be mad
i don't care if you're white or yeLLow
i don't care if you like some feLLow
something about me that is unique
don't even care if you own a boutique
everyone is different and has their own traits
hurry hurry before it's too late!
get to know someone, don't judge by their cover
in doing so, you might discover
"hey this person is really cooL..
boy wouLd i have feLt like a fooL
if i didn't give you a chance..
and judge you, upon the very first gLance"
each person is a treasure
don't forget, you must remember!!
we aLL were created to be liked and loved
heaven sent from the One above!
LONELY SEA
I feel so loneLy, like there's no one left to consoLe me
aLL this pain, stiLL have yet to gain
A love so true, in my dreams the only one I see is you
Guys want to take me on a date, should know it's nothing but too late.
The old me is dead and gone
I rather keep aLL of my clothing on.
No one can convince me of something better,
Especially in this cold and dark stormy weather.
If onLy I could wave a magic wand
To find the best toad in this pond
Kissed enough fish in the sea -
stiLL no prince appears for me
Please God send me a sign
Something sparkLy & so divine!
My eyes are wide open yet bLind to truth
cLearLy I'm no cLue-finding sLeuth
Swimming in a sea of loneLy,
Wish someone was here to hoLd me :(
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
DON'T QUiT
When the road you're trudging seems aLL up hiLL,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smiLe, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must - but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many of a faiLure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems sLow -
You might succeed with another bLow.
Often the goaL is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faLtering man,
Often the struggLer has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup.
And he learned too late, when the night sLipped down,
How cLose he was to the goLden crown.
Success is faiLure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt -
And you never can teLL how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem the worst that you mustn't quit.
Monday, May 9, 2011
MEANT TO BE
in my heart, every way
wondering why this is our fate
i thought you were my souLmate
perfectly made just for me
almost moLded like a rubber doLLy
but the oven must have fried your brain
cuz before you know it, you were insane
maybe i was crazy too, but i was born this way
what is your excuse? do you even have something to say?!
left me in the dark aLone, waiting for you to come back home.
now i'm sure you have some regrets
but something you won't even sweat
onLy i cared that we were meant to be
you just wanted to be free
now you are away at last
do you feeL happy, are you stiLL having a bLast?
Sunday, May 8, 2011
WiSHiN
i wish i couLd teLL you how I feeL
seems like a fantasy how couLd this be reaL
but yesterday i saw a different side
a man who couLdn't swaLLow his pride
my heart is crushed once again
i thought i couLd at least consider you my friend
a stranger is more likeLy to be the end
why are you over there dancing without this?
can't you see me i'm five feet nearly cLose enough to kiss
wondering why u weren't excited to see
this speciaL girL, yours trueLy.
fooL me once shame on you,
i don't even feeL the way i used to
Friday, May 6, 2011
ACT LiKE YOU KNOW
you said you wouLd aLways be my best friend.
Even when times were bad, we aLways stayed gLad.
Maybe we both were ungratefuL and didn't appreciated the connection.
Since the first day, I knew you were my obsession.
The lies kept us from staying away.
When I cLose my eyes, I know you are by my side.
In spirit we work out together, but on this planet
we BOTH under the weather.
Act like you know, this isn't just me.
In your heart you know it was MEANT TO BE.
Never wiLL find something so free
As being safe together, instead of loneLy
Saturday, April 30, 2011
cLassic "babe"
Better than a cLassic.
I can't stop grinning,
SmiLe from ear to ear.
Time almost seemed to disappear.
Better yet the time has stopped
Not because of those dead clocks.
Couldn't seem to listen
Tick tock! - time be tickin
More clocks gone, missing the best,
Who knew you better than aLL the rest
ALways loved you for your inside.
UntiL you stopped caring, with pride.
Too cooL to wonder, not even a worry
But deep buried is a waLL of fury.
Speak your mind, no lies to teLL
Even you, know aLL to weLL.
The truth wiLL set you free
Open your heart - baby stay with me.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Set Me Free
I won the battLe, did everything right.
But you couldn't let me go in your head
Wishing the worst, even better off dead
The truth I finally found.
Not even sought just heard the sound
It was music to my ears.
To know you're gone, and I have no fear.
Nothing about you has changed.
Except that you are even more deranged.
How much is that doggie in the window they say?
Worth very little, losing value each day
FINALLY the dagger is out of my heart!
It should never been put there to start!!
Stabbed in the back you may have done.
But I grew stronger, and now who's won?!
I only see one loser, and you'd see it too..
if you looked in the mirror 'cuz the loser is you!
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
music is love
heaven sent from up above
the Lord rejoices when he hears the tune
Even in the hot months of June
keep your heart beating
cuz only music keeps my heart from bLeeding
the broken heart opens wide
but still the music is trapped inside
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
mob wives
They call em mob wives
Cuz they part of the struggle
Where only the strong survive
Every person you meet
Gotta stay weary with, on the street
You never know who is really in your face
Could be someone coming to disgrace
Nothing in this world comes free
Especially if your husband killed somebody.
Some of you gals got a lot of style and gas
But that doesn't mean you always show your class
It isn't easy being so tough.
Keep your chin up ladies - life is rough!
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
appoLogize
This is something I must say.
See the signs in every way.
I'm sorry for the lies,
And for all times I said goodbye.
Life is what you make of it.
Something hard, but not meant to quit.
Obviously we aren't friends today
That is why I want to say...
"I'm sorry, for cutting you so deep
In your heart, that you can't even sleep."
I hope one day you can forgive me,
So we coexist and live in harmony.
Monday, March 28, 2011
guLLibLe
Every singLe story you hear
Seems to be something you hold so dear
Dear to your heart, even though it's not true
I wonder who is just as simple as you.
No one wouLd beLieve aLL these acts
Unlike you...I support hardcore facts
So teLL me the truth, I don't listen to lies
And if you don't say "bye bye"
Halt! To the journey of us together,
It's obvious we can't survive the weather
Of the storms, I do so much better when I'm aLone.
Cannot bring me down to this pLace
The underground, is such a waste
No where to run but in the depth of the fires
Way down under, no time to retire
Cuz when you listen to the eviL voices
Sunk into pits, all heLL rejoices!
Monday, March 14, 2011
Brown eyed girL
When you saw a gorgeous chic with brown eyes
She looked at you, fluttering her lashes.
No one could even walk past this,
Without taking a glance
At her rainbow colored eye shadow to match
Her voice soft and clear, not fast.
Something about a brown eyed girl
Just know she will, rock your world.
Pink Flamingo
Full of reds and pinks which are so pretty
Long legs and wings that sprawl out
Appear to be so very tall and stout
Cannot even fly away, on the ground is where they must stay
Running, running as fast as they can.
All along the shores in the sand.
Beautiful creatures, also plastic decor.
Flamingos are special, I hope to see more!
NiGHTMARE LOVER
Almost killed from disbelief.
Gag the one who did this to you!
Gory as it seems. You are in my nightmares and
Even in my dreams..
Remember the good ol' days; Even you can't take em away.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Escada
Not going to just sit here and pout
Helped everyone who ever came with a need
When the role reversed, everyone fleed.
Help me, help me, I need a clue!
Someone tell me what I'm supposed to do.
Continue to be a friend like I've been before
But where are you now? Out the door..
I see a glow coming this way
Finally I have seen the day
Heaven is near,
I can see clear
This is where I'm meant to be
A place, Escada, with the big OG O:)
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
A -red ridinG hood-Z
But her umbrella busted open, she didn't
Complain - just kept on trudging through
Disaster, all this time couldn't look past her.
East the winds were blowing hard
Faster, faster - yards and yards!
Going through the woods beyond, with only a red
Hoodie on.
In the dark, the birds are flocking
Jumping critters are in leaves below, a
Kitty sitting by the willow
Leaping past all the trees anon
Monkeyed her way free.
Now she is staring at the gate
Of her granny's house, hopefully not too late, with
Picnic basket still in hand.
Quivering at the door, she knocks and knocks, starts to throw some
Rocks. "Granny, granny I am here!"
Still no grandma to appear. Anon kicks down
The door, and sees the wolf standing near.
Underneath the red riding hood,
Vision, idea - something so good.
Wanting to hurt the wolf's ear
Xylophone did the trick here. He
Yelled really loudly and ran out screaming, "Out of this
Zone, I'll be clearing!"
maGic tricks
I wish you were here
Instead you always seem to disappear
Like a rabbit being pulled out of a hat
You are quite the opposite of that
Where did you go, my big eared friend
Is it me, or this just pretend?
You are too many people combined
But can't even fool the freakin' blind
Don't need eyes to see something so clear
When I want you around, you are no wheres near..
Balloon animals blown, scattered around
But still you are gone, no where to be found
Appear you clown,
I don't care if you sport that frown
Don't fear,
The joke's up, time to reappear!
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
MiRROR
When you look into, you can see cLearer
Deep into your eyes, one's very souL
Wishin you couLd get back into controL
You lost yourself darLing, can't you see?
The monster that is lookin back at thee
He yells at you to open your eyes
See that you are hiding from aLL of your lies
You can't seem to reaLize
What is going on with your refLection
Keep lookin, seeing nothing but perfection
The onLy thing especiaLLy true..
is the MiRROR, cuz the monster is
YOU!
Monday, March 7, 2011
Anonymous
is a place i wish to stay
like a mermaid in the sea
swimming fast, wild - oh so free
the coral reefs are all ablaze
underneath the gleaming sun's rays
but the fin is heavy the tide is rough
i'm starting to wonder when it's enough
bound to the water i cannot flee
i wish someone would come to play with me
left alone by the shore
can't stand the loneliness anymore
anonymous i am waiting for you
come stay with me and i won't feel blue
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
"Take me with you" - Serge Devant
pLease take me to your worLd...
In the night I found you,
Now I walk without you
Thought I would be safer here,
But aLL i see is where you were...
Now the night surrounds you,
And I walk without you...
Where are you now?
I've waited so long...
With every word I caLLed your name,
Though I know you're gone...
Where are you now?
I've waited so long...
With every word I caLLed your name,
Though I know you're gone...
Take me with you...
Booo Booo
In the car did a little piddle, almost did a little drizzle.
Down on the floor of the grey Toyota car, I knew I loved you, even from afar.
Never a frown the a booo booo wears. She always smiles and stares
Even when the skies are grey.
You got the booo booo to dry the tears away.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Mr. BojangLes
A rare breed - looks good from every angLe
Kinked hair, eyes dark brown.
Face is bright and never sports a frown.
Always keeps himseLf fresh and clean.
ShouLd be on the cover of GQ magazine.
He can out fLex Arnold Swartz,
Even though he doesn't pLay any sports.
That's Mr. BojangLes, he has the key
Winning smiLe, a matching personaLity!
Saturday, February 26, 2011
BoOoTyLiCiOuS
That is cuz her back side looks deLicious
It appears to be a yummy treat..
Like candied appLes, nice and sweet!
Some men stop and stare,
Can see them picturing her in underwear
They are in love with her physique
Even want to get her between the bed sheets
They whistLe in her direction
So "BootyLicious" decides to teach them a lesson
She turned around and gave em a wink
"Later feLLas," she said without a bLink
Cuz "bootyLicious" got a fat ass
And she knows how to carry it around...with cLass O:)
Friday, February 25, 2011
Garden Gnome
sitting in the garden, of my home
With his red hat pointing high in the sky
Game face on, as if he wants to cry
Cry littLe gnome, shed a tear
Cuz that's the onLy way to get over the fear
Of being aLone, no one to stay cLose
Not even to hear a singLe boast
So littLe one fLy high
Don't let a souL pass you by..
Stay confident and strong
And you wiLL reaLize that you beLong
Right where you are, littLe gnome,
In the garden, of my home.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Life's A Beach
Life's a beach and I'm pLaying in the sand
I can't wait to see you and hoLd your hand
Come cLoser to me so I can give you a squeeze
Please suga I'm down on my knees!
I want to stay here and lay down in the sand
I don't even want to hoLd your hand
You just want to trick me with your sweet kissin
But after that you wiLL sureLy be dissin
I promise I won't, I wiLL be good
I even wiLL treat you like I shouLd
Just come meet with me lets taLk
We can even take a quick waLk
Together once again
Down at the beach
StiLL feeLs compLeteLy out of reach
It's not the same how it used to be
We had that great summer baby
It's over now, the run was grand
Life's a beach - I'm not done pLaying in the sand
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Dance
aLL I want to do is dance,
Dance, prance, feeLs like there's ants in my pants..
Burning, yearning I can't stop this dream
I just LOVE to dance, to the extreme
The music is fast, the lights down low
I just want to stay and never leave this show
My heart bLeeds music that is for sure
C'mon lets stay and listen to more
DiddLes is spinnin the music is great
I def going home so very late!!! 3:P
pasta pouch - GO iTALiA!
Underneath my tiny bLouse
Whole wheat pasta - Mac & Cheese
"Yes, yes I would like some pLease!"
Just a bit I don't want to be stuffed
Like a piLLow - all in a fLuff
No more pasta in my tummy
Oh boy, that was so yummy.
HeaLthy food makes me smiLe
I think I wiLL wait a short whiLe...
Onto the pasta pouch, I stiLL see,
WHO CARES, when you're from ITALY :)
GOOD DAY
GOOD DAY
Where are you, can you say
I heard you were swinging through night long
Listening hard, to aLL the same songs
It's so dark in there you can barely see..
Can't even tell a he from a she
"Oops I think I kissed a boy" he say,
"Oh no, does that make me straight or gay?"
"Shhhh! Don't teLL a souL....
Me & you - we outta controL"
Call them d. boys that is their name..
Cuz they a tag team & are just the same! :D
summer lovin
Summer lovin
Had me a bLast
Wonder why this couLdn't last..
Was it the green monster let free
Oh no, could it be?
Why yes, actuaLLy!
The huLk on the beach down in the sand
He's lookin at me hoLding my hand
Cuz life's a beach didn't you hear?
FinaLLy the monster's gone, he disappeared..
A tribute - J.Tushie
I remember the day we first met, something so strange I cannot forget
You were younger than me but knew the route
I didn't know you or what you were aLL about.
Something in that smiLe and beautifuL eyes
CouLd tell you were speciaL, a fun surprise
I'll never forget how you dropped the makeup stand
And had me mop it, upon demand
I didn't know what to do
Didn't even have the sLightest cLue..
But you showed me the way and made me smiLe
Even heLped me for a littLe whiLe
I miss you Jessica everyday
If onLy God could have let you stay..
OnLy the good die young
And that's the truth
Nothing's better then, for Him to have you..
I know you are in a better pLace now
And looking down from heaven's bow
Thank you for watching over me Jess
You sureLy are...better than the rest
- RiP Tushy 4.2.08
Come back for a visit one day
Cuz you aLways keep the cLouds away
Monday, February 21, 2011
cLosed circLes
~~~~~*I would cLimb a mountain cliff
~~~~~*Even if i have to use skis and a lift
~~~~~*my heart is beating so fast, won't stop
~~~~~*can i make it to the tippy top?
the circLe is getting smaLLer,
its getting harder to breathe
I just wonder how can I stay taLL
..Be above the trees
the circle is getting bigger~~~~~*
yes i can breathe again~~~~~*
so face your fears, it never fails~~~~~*
the goals are here, starting to prevail~~~~~*
rainbow
Rainbow, rainbow..
Watch all the iridescent sparks flow
Raining out, out of the sky
All those colors seem to be flying high
Red, orange, yellow, green, violet, blue
They're even in that order too..
Aligned with the beautiful clouds
These beams of color will never let you down
Loving you - A tribute to Granny
And get a hug, your sweet embrace
No longer you are here
It's almost as if you disappeared..
Off to Granny's house I can't wait
To stay over and ceLebrate
No more ruLes and precious fun
Oh no, I see the sun!
I don't ever want this day to end
Cuz now I know I won't see you again...
euphoria
I can't escape this sorta feeLing
The love in here it's quiet appealing
Everywhere you look and notice
This is amazing, its hard to stay focused.
Eyes are beaming, the smiLes keep gLeaming
Can't even stop staring at the ceiLing..
Lights are fLashing aLL around
Going aLong with those fast beating sounds
The people keep whistLing and screaming with glee
Never stop moving, you can't catch me!
The looks, the stares, people literally
In their underware
No one wants to stop
Even when they hear the last beat drop..
Can't wait to come back once again
To eurphoria, see u there my friends O:)
strange pLaces
Met a Lot of crazy faces
No matter what they can't repLace
Us cuz we the best pLayas
Fancy days these "Ladies" become haterz
I let it go n say see ya lataz
One day ull understand..
What it's like to be a real wo-MAN
laughter
makes you feeL like you are in heaven.
Once again your heart has been deadened
Cold as the black night
i see the stars take flight
as they go past your eyes
you never seem to realize
that every day you spend without laughter
is time wasted - a total disaster
Thursday, February 17, 2011
onLy you..
keep on believing
tell me what do you feel
baby when im gone
no where to turn around
tell me what do you feel
baby when im gone
theres no way you turn around
ill tell you what i feel baby when i love
im seeing you all around
baby its youuuuuuuuuuuuouououou
oooo only youuuuuuuuuuu
baby its youoououououuoooouuuooouo
ooo onlyyy youuu
baby its youuuuouououououououououououou
baby its onLy you
yoooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuoooooooooooouuuuuuoooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yeyy
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhahaaggghhhhaaaaahhheeehhhaaaoooooooooooo
baby its onLy youuuuuu
ahhhehhohh
baby its only you
ahhhheooooaaehhhhoooo
baby its only youuuuuu
ahhhheeoohhoooeee
baby its onLy you
baby its onLy you
baby its onLy you
baby its onLy you
baby its onLy you
keep on BELiEViNG.................***
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