Two Ships

“Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing, Only a signal shown and a distant voice in the darkness; So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak one another, Only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence."

Aura

Locked up for days, time slipping away,
on my knees I would pray to break free from this cage.
But bargaining for keys, you forget hidden fees.
And wishing for what you're missing ain't the same as living the dream.
And now I'm fighting to stay on this side of the cage even though i know part of me wishes I'd stayed.
Ain't no prophet or rebel or savior or devil could have predicted, fought, cheated or leveled.
A life with potential that's squandered. A comfortable cell is the question I ponder.


Am I a free man or prisoner wanderer? - excerpt from Roswell, New Mexico

Brown headband

Oh brown suade thick headband with embroidered pink flowers. I wore you often as a symbolizing of strength. But I had to let it go because it reminded me of the horrible memories attached to those places and times in my life; even though it was proof I survived. I will never forget you and be reminded daily that I cant get you off my mind no matter how hard I try. I never use you and you take up so much space in my heart and physical life. I'm sad I let you go but I don't want to remember you anymore.

Flying Angels

Feel like I'm going insane
Are there holes in my brain?

The world around me spinning so fast.
Wonder how long this feeling will last.

Up above the world so high when will I be free to touch the sky?

I want to fly, fly away. But in this grave I fear I'll stay.

I need to be set free and finally be with the angels who love me.

Face of an Angel

Notorious

Hes playing with my heart.
Hes playing with my head.
Sometimes I wonder if he wish I was dead.
This court jester game will never cease.
Sick of these lies and playing for keeps.
I want to let go but I'm already hooked.
Forever I stay here -- overlooked.

Keep Your Head Up

I can't help but feel lost still. Am I making the right decisions? What is my purpose? I want to be happy and I try so hard to stay positive but often wonder...am I preventing my own true happiness? So many questions, so little answers. I wish I could explain to loved ones how I really feel. Make them understand me better. Pain, sorrow, worry take over my life. What am I supposed to do? I trust and believe that Jesus helps me everyday. Maybe I am not reading the signs well or noticing the ones that are important. I'm sick of trying to put rhyme and reason into my life. Is it meant to be chaos -my sole purpose to drive myself crazy? No more lies and deceit, I pray the truth will enter the light and set me free.

You never think that you can fly
You'll always swim against the tide
Don't you know your pain is mine?💓

Starry Eyes

The waters run deep between you and I

Feel so happy can even touch the sky

Is cerulean blue, the sunshine gleams

With luck as though it finally seems

Happier than we'll ever be

Now it is clear to see

The stars come out when it is dark

Thank you for being my favorite spark

Dream GirL

"The struggles I'm facing...the chances I'm taking...they sometimes might knock me down...but I'm not breaking." - Miley Cyrus

Drop Of Honey

A drop of honey is all that I need
With you around me, I succeed
Buzzing with love so happily true
Baby, no one is as sweet as you
Thanks for picking me up when I'm down
Always excited when you're around
Butterflies in my tummy
Forever sweet and oh so yummy
Hope we can chase the clouds away
Like a tattoo, we will permanently stay
On my heart dear, I only have eyes for thee
Blessed now...I can finally see
The rain falls but you keep me dry
Can be myself, you light up the sky

JUST BE... DON'T FORGET ME

YOU CAN TRAVEL THE WORLD
BUT YOU CAN'T RUN AWAY FROM THE PERSON YOU ARE iN YOUR HEART
YOU CAN BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE
MAKE US BELiEVE iN YOU
KEEP ALL YOUR LiGHT iN THE DARK
WHEN SEARCHiNG FOR TRUTH YOU MUST LOOK iN THE MIRROR
AND MAKE SENSE OF WHAT YOU CAN SEE

JUST BE

THEY SAY LEARNiNG TO LOVE YOURSELF iS THE FiRST STEP
THAT YOU TAKE WHEN YOU WANT TO BE REAL
FLYiNG ON PLANES TO EXOTiC LOCATiONS
WON'T TEACH YOU HOW YOU REALLY FEEL
FACE UP TO THE FACT THAT YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE
AND NOTHiNG CAN CHANGE THAT BELiEF

JUST BE

'CAUSE NOW i KNOW
iT'S NOT SO FAR TO WHERE i GO
THE HARDEST PART
iS iNSiDE ME
i NEED TO

JUST BE

╰☆ i... WAS... LOST... AND... i'M...
STiLL... LOST... BUT... i... FEEL...
SO... MUCH... BETTER... ☆╮

{TiESTO}

DREAM

BROKENHEARTED

Please stop telling me things will get better
When they can't withstand the weather.

That you'll always be there
When you don't even seem to care.

Want to see me smile
But that really isn't your style.

Say that you miss me so much
But then you don't keep in touch.

Be a precious stone
Instead of this, unknown.

Wishing we could be friends
Why can't we make amends?

Say you will set me free
But nothing with us is meant to be.

BOOMERANG

You come and go as you please
Swaying gently like a breeze
I thought I finally let go, but once again, you came back...
Like a relic, always intact
Genuinely cared about you before
I rather not see you anymore
Wanted to stay open minded
Then you left me love-struck and blinded
Vultures circling in the blue
Looking around and seeking anew
My secret weapon is the smile I flaunt
Back yet again, ready to taunt
Once upon a time, you were benevolent and "loved me dearly"
Obviously, I wasn't thinking very clearly
I am ambitious and that is no lie
Talented you are and also sly
These feelings we had are obsolete
Sick of trying to compete
My mind is steady and I am determined to stay strong
Wishing you and I could just get along
Your plans turned into a fiasco, I can't fathom why you hurt me so
An unequivocal answer, I need to know!

Articulate your emotions before it's too late
This insubordinate attitude will seal your fate
JEEPERS CREEPERS! Some risky business is at hand
Disaster strikes upon command
Drunken debauchery ruined the good times we shared
Weren't remotely jealous, it's obvious that you never really cared
A combative style,
you stabbed me in the heart
...Boomerang, let us be forever apart

PAPERWEiGHT

You're the rock that holds me down
Keeps me from lifting off the ground
I'm sorry, but I want to soar
Higher and higher than ever before
This heavy weight has held me back
Gave me the strength to attack
At least you never let me fall
Now I'm proudly standing tall
On my own like I should
It's so good, no worries or cares
Feels like you will always be there
My paperweight, so strong and brave
Only you, I'd forever save
Sometimes, a battle can't be won
I cannot quit yet, I'm just not done
Thanks for all your kindness and love
I'm glad you gave me that slight shove
Pushed forward and lights aglow
You are better than you'll ever know

ENiGMA

Join us in this big celebration
Such a momentous occasion
Gives me a sweet sensation
Don't you love the relaxation?

Seeing your face, I feel trepidation
All I needed was validation
You abandoned me on this vacation
When will you end this abomination?

Started a revolution
Only causing confusion
So what is the final solution?

I can't live up to your expectations
Time to go back into hibernation
Is it clear, do you need a translation?

Thanks for being a great distraction
I'm done with all this corruption
Nothing but dysfunction
This enigma is an obstruction

DAY OF RECKONiNG

You live in this perfect world where happiness blooms.
I'm screaming in your ear, do you even hear me?
All you care about is your life - the more I give, the more you take.
Why can't you just accept the truth?
I have nothing left to give.
Everything collapses around you, in a world of destruction, the day of reckoning.
This gift you've been given, can be taken away from you in an instant.

The moment you walk away...
I see you and hear your screams.
I wanted to help you but you'd rather leave me in the dust.
When are you going to bring me up, be my hero?
Feels like I've been waiting in agony for years.
No sublimity, only chaos.
I cannot take the pain of loving you anymore.
Staying in a remote location, you won't be able to find me.

Now that I'm gone, the madness sets in.
Mind racing, all the questions you want to ask.
It's too late for that.
These twisted lies you told, are going to eat you alive.
I won't be there to pick up the pieces.

When I needed you most, you let me down.
Can you stand the loneliness?
I don't care about you anymore.
Sick of this game you've been playing.
Over and over, desperate to win.
But this time, you lose.

DELiRiOUS DOLLY (A TO Z)

A golden ray of sunshine

Became the chosen one

Confused and her way lost

Delirious Dolly knew the cost

For she could not

Gather anything

Her only outlet was to sing

Imagine to her surprise, she found

Joy in her lovely sound

Kind words in her song

Loudly for all to hear and join along

Maybe this was her calling after all

Now she could finally let down her wall

Open her heart to another

Possibly finding a new lover

Quietly thinking

Rest assured, she wasn't sinking

Slowly drifting in her mind

Too consumed to find

Uneasiness set

Very hard to come and get

Wearily she started to hide

X marked the spot of pride

Yellow flowers along the way

Zig zag path showed her where to stay

FLOWERS

Flowers how I miss you so
Why did I have to let you go?
In the fresh air, I felt so free
As long as you were here with me
Always smell so good and look so pretty

You took me to faraway lands
Places I couldn't see for miles on end
Like sour candy
You were ever so dandy
Holding you in my hand
Wish I could get you on demand!

Miss the hazy days
Help me find my way
Happiness is bliss
Without you, I'm amiss